Energy and circles

Why is the moon spherical and not just like any other comet which has no geometric shape? If the energy creates , then it creates the same things. No two fishes are identical, no two stones are identical. But they are,  of the same species. Light carrying sources around the planet earth are spherical. So, if it's spherical, it stays in it's orbit. The stars too have light if not significantly strong to light up the planet. 

Energy is not circle but it creates circular paths. Energy is not responsible for closing a loop or creating circles. Though it's the energy in a dot which moves in a repetitive trajectory in space might ultimately be compared to a circle. The trajectory of Circle is the energy when it comes to the same point after one full cycle. How can energy be related to circle? 

God decided to snatch the memory of circles from the universe . Then God transferred  this knowledge to another universe. In the first universe, there is no concept of circles. Energy doesn't repeat here , it only does random things. Like human life events. 

Whereas in the other universe only circles exist, energy does same things like sun rises and sets everyday. Now energy can do both. Or there are two sets of energy. One which does random things and another which does the same things. 

The tree does the same thing everyday. We eat everyday. Our heart beats everyday. Blood circulation is repeated in the body. But we do random things everyday based on external stimulus from other entities or same species. 

Maybe there are two kinds of energy - kinetic energy and potential energy . 

The potential energy is circular or repetitive. The kinetic energy does random things. Kinetic energy has no memory. Potential energy has memory. This is about life. 

Who made God?

 God is a learning we don't possess. But why do we secretly tell God our problems? Why do we have God? Yes God knows about all unexplored nature. So, God is the learning we don't have. Somebody created the learning. The creator is God. Somebody planned the learning.  But how can God be omnipresent? 

If I need to be omnipresent, then I am the reason why things happen in this universe. All events are same for all human beings simultaneously say, then world would be silent. Cause nobody knows nobody. They are unconsciously doing same thing. Now that is not the case. Then there is a God concept who is present everywhere?? But God has created discrete events which are all different at the same time. 

So god plans it , so he knows it . Then he does it all together different things, multitasking.He can plan multi-tasking way , he knows everything, great memory and we don't know about recalling the memory cause we don't have access to the retrieval of the memories knowledge physically. He creates life with memory which cannot multitask or multi think. He can think simultaneously. 

I can think simultaneously but I don't create beings who can think simultaneously. So, am I perfect? Yes but I have selfishness or fear of judgement or fear of losing power over the beings. 

1. If I am selfish, I am good at mathematics 

2. If I have right and wrong judgement, i am not alone powerful. I am not the sole creator or owner of creation. 

3. If I fear competition, I am mortal or atleast I decide the time of mortality in beings. 

If I am the partner of creation , I might not be present everywhere. The universe is claimed by my partners segregated by provinces. 

Then, is Hinduism truth? 

Then what is Christianity? 

The spirits have a chance to be partners in creation. 

Is there a heaven then ? 

Hell is a place even I can go to. Hell is equal for humans and  me. 

God left the universe

If God leaves the universe, the sun will stay where it is. The planet will not have a trajectory. They all will float in space. Fire will lose it's warmth. Ice will lose it's chills. Both fire and ice feels bearable now. But the body , will lose it's consciousness. So, humans will live without consciousness. They will speak together . They will not be individual. They will not reply cause they are not conscious. They will be like insects. But they will not know where to walk. They will walk without purpose. They might collide . If they collide, they will realize that there is pain. If there is pain , they will grow conscious that they need to walk in space. They will learn to walk in space. Just like the primitive man learnt it. 

What if there is no pain ? No pain, no temperature. Still humans touch objects. They will Bang their heads against trees and break their skulls. They will die. So, again they will learn that they should measure things. 

What is the demi human species which learnt to measure or think without pain? We don't have them. So we have pain. 

What if humans never get hungry ? They won't eat . Again the practice of eating from the fear of  dead. 

What if death was not occurring ? 

Human would be God.  

So, pain and death exist, so God exists. 

What about love? 

Human don't love, don't get jealous. No tears. They will always be happy like the effect of laughing gas. And so, they will not be able to endure it. They will die. So, they will get extinct sooner. What is the learning here? Love has no learning. Pain is inevitable to tolerate happiness. This is confusing. Love is inevitable to tolerate happiness. Love makes you selfish, makes you compare and cry. 

So, life is about pain. Death teaches other people about nature. Love handles everything else we don't understand. 

Fear

Are you scared to speak ? Do you fear that your confident speech shall invite a disaster in your life next moment? I am . 

Purity

Purity of speech. What's purity in speech? A speech which carries no confidence. Actually a speech which doesn't advice people what is right and what is wrong. It only is full of love. Is this speech pure ? It treats everyone with equal love . Do you know someone who chooses words with care and love? I don't except me. 

God is a secret

We pray to God when we are in trouble. We tell God about our troubles secretly. Nobody knows I asked God for money. 

We speak to people who can hear us. But speaking to God our aloud is deemed as madness. 

If we had lived in a world where God is not a secret, then God would not have existed. People would know our curses, our problems, our dreams and help us. So, I was wondering whether we already live in such a world. Or are we treating god the way God treats the world by staying invisible.

Where the ocean lies,

There the droplet pies,

Where the waves touch,

There I tread much...

The fairy's plead,

To the dusty feed,

Replace the noisy ear,

To the pure fear,

Gratitude to the dust,

For the powerful must...

Magic

 She has a silver tongue,

Like the lizard of the wizard,

Her speech manifests ,

Her dream manifests,

Her fear creates magic,

Like the magic wand 🪄...

Krishna

 Butter flies,

Butter  flies,

No,

He steals butter,

He is a butterfly...

Deed

 Sudarshan chakra is the name,

Which purified all blame,

Like Ganga river pure,

It tells truth for sure. 

Logical God

 If God was with me only , then it will be unfair. God is with everyone. 

In the world of equality, God is a clone who is with everyone.

In the biased world, god is not equal to everyone.Loves some beings over others. And love is not judgement based on your deeds. God chooses who he loves. 

Question is, does God ever show up ? No. Why are you giving me suffering? U don't exist, what's the use of chanting your name? 

You are not a genie that I keep begging you for peace. You are God. There is no logic behind calling God during suffering. 

In the biased world, people are calculative about profit and loss. My profit is good and my loss is bad. But my loss could be for the greater good of something more important. Why don't people think that way ? Why do people fight for themselves only? God is blind in the biased world. Or God is just watching patiently the world out of deep love for its beings. God needs a adviser to advise him or her that the balance between righteous and love is similar to keeping a balance between personal and professional career. Also when God listens to everyone he listens out of love and not judgement, so he forgets to judge them. God is not held responsible by many people who have not been victim of unfair judgement by people around or destiny. 

Well I have been taught to keep working without thinking about benefits. Only I abide by it. God too seems to abide by it. So, God gets nothing cause there is no God above God. Why don't I get too? Cause there is no God above me. There is no God above anybody. They have already been brainwashed that they need to create a comfort zone shattering other's interests. I never learnt to hurt people, so people blame me , hurt me, make me feel inferior, block me , ignore me. I see God in mosquitoes. But I am not a mosquito unfortunately. I don't need God. But I am a better God cause I don't hurt people. People hurt me . If God had been visible, world would have had never used their minds . They would ask God to do everything for them just like the best version of ChatGPT. Then God would not create gods like me, who suffer and abuse God. 

Beauty

Beauty is not perfection 

Beauty is like smell , it's the  smell eyes can experience. 

Music is the beauty ears experience.

We can taste, eat and speak. Maybe anger is the music of the mouth. 

Sex is the anger of touch.

Money is like a leaf. There's plenty on earth .

Irony is , there is enough food for everyone in the planet keeping aside the affordability.

Dance is the wealth of motion.

So if humans weren't beautiful they would all have the same face like fishes. If music didn't exist all of us would only bark around.if anger didn't exist, we would still be barking. If sex didn't exist, we would choose to give birth based on necessity. If food didn't exist, we would not sleep. If we couldn't dance , we would be animals only. 

Human is a species which has beauty in all sense organs. An extra unnecessary trait which we consider good but is actually evil. 

           Even animals are evil of a lower category. They too get ferocious out of hunger and anger. But animals have anger in their gut. Only when they are hungry they get ferocious. We don't get ferocious out of hunger. Cause we don't have to run and hunt for other animals or kill them for food. This planet has some strange creatures. And we are alone in the cosmos with this strange creatures we don't acknowledge consciously.

The war with demons

 Demons as you know hurt you. There are kinds in demons. Ones that hurt your principles. Ones that hurt your feelings. Ones who dominate you. Ones who blackmail you. Ones who attack your body, the diseases. Ones who compete with you and are jealous of your wins. Ones who harm your work when you work. 

  We are all fighting these demons everyday. 

  What if there were no demons? What if life gave you only love ? Would you turn into a demon or would you become a God? Ask yourself. 

If love made you God, then probably love is bit systematic. Probably love is perfect. Love has accuracy. Love made you cry. If love being imperfect made you demon, you are a newborn in this universe. Newborn cause you are who you are. And you being loved more, makes you insane unconsciously. Honestly I don't know much about this disorderly love. This erroneous love. Love which fed your desires only. 

No, love doesn't always make you happy. A mother's love disciplines you. A step mother's love pampers you which we all have fallen prey to. It's the way they moulded you into. 

Some have more words than listeners , some have lack of words but listeners. Some try to create comfort zones with everywhere. 

I don't care about anyone here. But I still don't understand love. If love was righteous, then bad luck is love. If love had errors, then it makes humans create comfort zones everywhere. But those comfort zones hurt because the demons make mistakes due to memory loss. The demons are not good liars. No, actually the demons have gone insane in love. They don't overthink or understand that pain occurs to  them as well. 

When you are scared to be insane you don't realize that you are already insane by nature. This is the beauty of psychology.

Goddess Durga is arriving to slay the demon. Probably we should fight the demon inside us. Difficult isn't it? Not impossible. 

Demons

There are demons in the path. They could have been angels but they chose the easier road. 

What if mathematics was conscious?

 Synopsis

Long ago, the Kingdom of Numbers was a land of perfect order, ruled by the wise King Zero. But beneath its peaceful surface lay mysteries waiting to be uncovered. When strange visitors begin arriving from distant realms—the mysterious Variable from the Land of Algebra, the elegant Queen Quadratic Equation, King Angle from the Kingdom of Geometry, the enigmatic Pi, the magical Decimals, the invading Percentages, and even the elusive Infinity—the kingdom is drawn into an extraordinary adventure.

Each new encounter reveals not only a thrilling tale of friendship, courage, rivalry, and discovery, but also the hidden logic of mathematics itself. Fractions transform into percentages, exponents rise like mighty powers, roots uncover forgotten truths, probability governs the Kingdom of Chance, and geometry brings shapes to life. Every chapter weaves a mathematical concept into an engaging fantasy, allowing young readers to understand ideas naturally through story rather than memorization.

Blending imagination with education, this book transforms mathematics into a living world filled with unforgettable characters and epic adventures. Designed for children, it aims to replace fear with curiosity and show that every number, equation, and shape has a story waiting to be told.

What if God leaves the universe

 The sun was not reminded,

What the world demanded,

That it needs to rise and set,

Like the heavens pet.

The waves fell dull,

As if water is null,

Ghosts could be seen,

Winning beside kin.

Pain did not occur,

For peace to recur,

Life did not begin with love,

Life ended in love...

The saviour

At one corner beside view,

Lived a saviour of preview,

Who helped me in any of my dilemma,

Caring less about my exima...

The power

Bring me the wand,

From the sand,

Where the unicorn stays,

And the Phoenix plays.

The mermaid

 The human fish,

Grazing  the beach, 

Is a dream too rich,

For the forbidden witch...